HAPPY EASTER

Happy Easter my beautiful followers hope you all had/have a great day well whole weekend, you deserve it and all you ed sufferers you can make this an Ed free day. Everyone needs a little chocolate every now and again!

Lots of love and hugs
Saleena 🐰✨

Gluten free vegan ancient grain pancakes !!!! And I used coconut oil spray 😳… Yep you heard me coconut oil spray!! This was my suprise challenge for all of the 600,700,800,900 follower challenges 🙌 so yummy did this joint challenge with my darling @rediscoveringmyself even know she lives in another city, but who says you need to be next to each other to join a challenge !!! Love you so much Maddie  even know yours look much more better shape and overall amazing Ahah #challenge #vegan #pancakefriday #pancakes #ancientgrain #followerchalenge #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #anorexia #fighting #foodisfuel #oil #fearfood #wow #scary

Gluten free vegan ancient grain pancakes !!!! And I used coconut oil spray 😳… Yep you heard me coconut oil spray!! This was my suprise challenge for all of the 600,700,800,900 follower challenges 🙌 so yummy did this joint challenge with my darling @rediscoveringmyself even know she lives in another city, but who says you need to be next to each other to join a challenge !!! Love you so much Maddie even know yours look much more better shape and overall amazing Ahah #challenge #vegan #pancakefriday #pancakes #ancientgrain #followerchalenge #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #anorexia #fighting #foodisfuel #oil #fearfood #wow #scary

Yummoo lemon, cucumber and mint infused water 😍

Yummoo lemon, cucumber and mint infused water 😍

This was my fucking challenge yep I feel huge and like I’m going to vomit ! This was 1/4 cup 40g to be precise of brown rice !!! I want to get better but I don’t .. Does anyone understand this dad says this is the reason I am not getting better !!! The other part is oil free peanut tofu stir fry!!! 🍚🍆🌽🍅 #fearfood #fatty #carbs #anorexia #recovery

This was my fucking challenge yep I feel huge and like I’m going to vomit ! This was 1/4 cup 40g to be precise of brown rice !!! I want to get better but I don’t .. Does anyone understand this dad says this is the reason I am not getting better !!! The other part is oil free peanut tofu stir fry!!! 🍚🍆🌽🍅 #fearfood #fatty #carbs #anorexia #recovery

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Plaster funhouse house with my darling @myfight_tofreedom love her and actually love my sunflower !!!

Plaster funhouse house with my darling @myfight_tofreedom love her and actually love my sunflower !!!

I don’t even know what this is not lunch but it’s the second thing I’ve eaten today banana and cinnamon ‘nice cream’ made with a splash of vanilla almond milk ! 🍌🍌 #nicecream #vegan #bananas #intake #sick #gastro #fighting #recovery #eatingdisorder

I don’t even know what this is not lunch but it’s the second thing I’ve eaten today banana and cinnamon ‘nice cream’ made with a splash of vanilla almond milk ! 🍌🍌 #nicecream #vegan #bananas #intake #sick #gastro #fighting #recovery #eatingdisorder


“I’d like to get away from earth awhileAnd then come back to it and begin over.May no fate wilfully misunderstand meAnd half grant what I wish and snatch me awayNot to return. Earth’s the right place for love:I don’t know where it’s likely to go better.” ― Robert Frost, Birches

“I’d like to get away from earth awhile
And then come back to it and begin over.
May no fate wilfully misunderstand me
And half grant what I wish and snatch me away
Not to return. Earth’s the right place for love:
I don’t know where it’s likely to go better.” 
― Robert FrostBirches

Will delete this so hard for me to post .. This photo is pretty self explainitory! I’ve come a long long way but I’ve still got miles to go.. These first three photos were about 5ish kg above my lowest less or more can’t exactly remember but I know I had gained weight.. I don’t even know what I looked like really all I knew was I couldn’t sleep in bed without getting bed sores, I couldn’t smile like it was impossible I could move my lips to smile but it was just a way of placing my lips.. I was pale, freezing, severely constipated, mental, my heart always hurt like burning, everyone was shutting down.. My kidneys everything I was obsessive over everything food and exercise! I was anorexia ! But for some reason I couldn’t see myself as thin no matter how many side affects I add. I still don’t think I was that thin .. But I weighed less than my 7 year old sister weighs now and that’s not ok well so I tell myself .. On the right was me at my pre Ed bestfriends 16th party trying to be ok with wearing a dress an socializing I had a great night I wa freezing yes but it was a freezing night ! I’m no where near better but I am a lot better since the first few photos #transformation #recovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #foodisfuel #eatandbeat #fat #thin #bodydismorphia ..

Will delete this so hard for me to post .. This photo is pretty self explainitory! I’ve come a long long way but I’ve still got miles to go.. These first three photos were about 5ish kg above my lowest less or more can’t exactly remember but I know I had gained weight.. I don’t even know what I looked like really all I knew was I couldn’t sleep in bed without getting bed sores, I couldn’t smile like it was impossible I could move my lips to smile but it was just a way of placing my lips.. I was pale, freezing, severely constipated, mental, my heart always hurt like burning, everyone was shutting down.. My kidneys everything I was obsessive over everything food and exercise! I was anorexia ! But for some reason I couldn’t see myself as thin no matter how many side affects I add. I still don’t think I was that thin .. But I weighed less than my 7 year old sister weighs now and that’s not ok well so I tell myself .. On the right was me at my pre Ed bestfriends 16th party trying to be ok with wearing a dress an socializing I had a great night I wa freezing yes but it was a freezing night ! I’m no where near better but I am a lot better since the first few photos #transformation #recovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #foodisfuel #eatandbeat #fat #thin #bodydismorphia ..

Does anyone else get frustrated with other people’s ‘diets’?

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By this i mean, when they do these things and you think ‘well that has no logic’ - ironic i know! Basically, for years now my dad has been overweight, so has tried various things from Atkins to low fat (partly due to gallstones here too), exercising but then stopping that when he ‘didn’t see results’. 

When i came home from Uni a couple of weeks ago, my mum told me about his ‘latest routine’ that she announced as if it was the second coming. She has called it the 5:2 routine but, funnily enough, it is not the 5:2 diet! That did make me inwardly chuckle a tad :) It is this ‘system’ where, on two evenings a week, Dad won’t have a carb portion with his meal. Given my recent higher anxiety with carbs, this hasn’t been the most ideal thing - mainly because he will literally have the same meal as us, just sans potatoes or something. 

It’s not just the trigger though here. It’s also… so one evening we had fish, and instead of potato mum decided to give dad coleslaw (like 1/2 the tub) lots of dressing, and other things i won’t continue to list them. I want to emphasise, there is nothing wrong with this food! But it makes this whole thing a bit futile really, the cutting out carbs just for these two meals.

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