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Anonymous asked: So would you rather eat fruit, keep feeling safe and die of anorexia? Because that is what will happen if you won't challenge yourself soon. You will gain, you need to gain.

I do challenge what are you talking about I’m sorry but I like fruit too and enjoy it I’m trying xx

Anonymous asked: I'm sorry hun but eating that much fruit is really bad for your body. You will be at risk of developing diabetes as it is so much sugar, with hardly complex carbohydrates and fats to regulate the blood sugar levels. You need to change your thought process to see real carbs as healthy. They won't cause you to gain loads physically, but mentally you will gain so much. It is the only way to move forward. You just need to go for it! I did and I will never look back.

I know what your saying many many people have told me this but I think it will make me gain load and fruit makes me feel safe like my eds ok with having that if anything but I’m so glad you overcame this!!! :)

Anonymous asked: Did you know that the calories in fruit will cause weight gain just as much as calories in pasta or rice or bread? A calorie is a calorie. Your body will be screaming out for real carbs, please listen.

Thank you for caring for me but I don’t think this is true I would gain more if I ate whatever, my body might be screaming for them but my heads screaming because of them .. Xx

Anonymous asked: Do you a actually like the taste of your food? Please don't be offended by this, I only say it because I used to be scared of carbs too, and would only eat ryvita. I now vow never to eat a ryvita again as I hate them! Much better is real bread, potato or pasta. I used to be terrified of them, like you, but now I realise how important they are for your body to function properly.

I sometimes like the taste of food, I have gluten free bread sometimes but pasta I’d rather not come off anon I’m proud of you for getting over your fear!! Xx

Anonymous asked: Don't feel guilty for nourishing your body. Don't feel guilty for following a basic life instinct. Would you feel guilty for breathing or drinking? That helps me when I feel scared of food, to remember this. Well done.

Thanks pretty your too kind and you sound just like my dad xx

kirstyvstheworld asked: Don't let ana tell you what to do- if you want that drink, you have it :) you deserve it and it's even good for your body. You can do this :)

Thank you soo much darling xx