Been deticated to anorexia for years but now im deticated to recovery life, this is me fighting my battle to seek myself after so long being hidden.. There will be food, strange moods but honestly isnt that recovery in a few words.. .
Mmmm @blissorganiccafe … Get in my tummy sides from feeling like the gayest person on the planet it was so yummy my auntie and I got the bliss burger but I got the gluten free version meaning not a real bun! I was so hesitant buying this the whole time as I was waiting to order my mind was ticking over trying to make me just opt for the salad even know I had reassurance from my auntie and some slight logic that this is actually really healthy !! “Too healthy” as my auntie stated 🙊
To explain in detail! This was:
A hand crafted almond, red kidney bean, lentil, carrot and parsley spiced patty, seasonal house made chutney, seasonal garden salad like lettuce, sprouts, beetroot, onion etc with soynaise and tomato sauce (all house made) obviously on gluten free bread … Which I’m pretty ute was white 😳😳 I didn’t know this when I ordered it !!!! #major #fearfood #guilt
Also for a drink I ordered a raw smoothie which was made out of maca, goji berries, banana and dates & tap water 🐷🐷 #vegan #blissorganiccafe #organic #unknowncalories #freakingout #guilt #anxiety #markets #teamchallangetuesday #fearfood #fears #facingfearsformelbourne #goals #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery
I think I like him I’m not sure if I do or whether it’s my social distance and now reappearance from the world that makes me feel for people who are genuinely lovely to me ☺️🙈